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it will be some otherworldly miracle (!) if one day i find myself among people with the same taste in life's little pleasures, like music, movies, clothes, hairstyle, discussion points and random observations. because right now, it's painfully sad not to be able to share much. all i get is 'honestly, i don't like it', or 'it's weird'.

bite me.

don't count yourself out ma' dear

yeah, don't.

bUsY

so many thoughts, so many things to do. changes, changes, so far only planned. can't wait for everything to finally take the right turn. also, considering a july trip to alaska. my dream for a long time now. it should be great except i might have to fly on a very, very small plane. like, a one-person-per-plane plane... but that's a minor sacrifice (maybe..) to finally see the remote moose land. back to planning then. and hopefully winning a lottery to sponsor all that!

blue valentine

wow, ok, another amazing movie! so sad, honest and raw, not for a moment do ryan gosling and michelle williams fall out of character. it's almost like watching a documentary about love gone wrong. or was it love? as always in life, one loves more than the other. the other needs, desires, is looking for something, but doesn't love... the end is always the same: he walks away, not looking back, drowned in the pain of rejection, shocked and disappointed, each step further down the street getting him closer to nothingness, empty black hole in his heart - as she stands there, pale and weak but relieved to be freed from the relationship that didn't, after all, tumble her heart.
and just like that, it is over.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYgr_iGATB4