being bitter is overwhelming. that's the problem. you can't just be bitter about one thing, exclusively. eventually, the bitterness spills over other areas in your life, stains your point of view, then just takes over like some kind of viral infection. also, the beginnings of life long bitterness are usually undetectable - it starts off as a bad (hair) day, a crappy week, a shitty situation. there's no way out, you're lazy, and, after all, the world owes you that much - to let you lay low, with unfulfilled claims on life.
i find that staying in bed, thoughtless, staring at the white ceiling, and pouting are very helpful devices in indulging one's bitter(er) episodes. but even that, after a while, gets simply boring.
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